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You know how people always say when you stop looking for something, it will come to you? Well, I've realized that I stop looking, only to realize that something great might be happening right in front of my face, and just that realization alone completely dismantles any plans fate might have had in store. Because when I know what's there, I can't stop thinking about it, and it's quite obvious that my thoughts drive me absolutely crazy, and coerce me to act on a relationship that's too premature to handle my mind's big plans.

How did I start thinking about this? I saw something. A flicker of something that might make me very very happy. So this time, I'm going to pretend I have no idea what happened. Five second rule. I'm not thinking about you. Maybe I'll be able to trick fate into believing me.

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